Tuesday, November 23, 2010
So disgusted at Life
I am a 53 Year old single Female and lately things have just changed my Life to a point where I am about to give up.I was born and raised in Germany until I met a Soldier and married him. Things did not work out for us so our Marriage ended.This was my starting point where i knew i had to do for myself because no one else will. All of my Life as long as i can remember i have always worked as far back as I can remember i made Pocket Money when i was 11 years old just by helping Farmers picking crops like cherries Apples etc etc you name it. I don't mind working a bit at all, always offering to work for someone or stay late when needed.Well i worked 2 jobs which equals out to 66 hours a week, oh yes it was rough but i did it. So one day i came to work and was told i am being let go , i couldn't figure out what in the world was going on, after talking to the owner i was told that one of the females there was jealous of me, mind you she is ,messing with a married Man. I have morals and will stick by them, so i asked the owner to look into this but was told if he doesn't let me go they will quit on him. I was in shock with disbelieve.This had happen on a Friday. I told myself i would find another job to replace this one, so i went on to my second job to work the weekend.I am frustrated at this point of course.
So I called my Job and asked what time i would come in the Manager told me i am not i said"oh i am off another Day" She told me no....then after beating around the Bush she told me that i was being let go for a reason that i just would not believe. I could not get ahold of the Owner at this time because he was out of town.I said oh no i can not believe this, here i am out of 2 jobs in one week.Never in my Life have i been unemployed ever. This is unbelievable. I guess it was time to go for the unemployment.It took 3 1/2 weeks for me to have a Hearing with the commissioner .Well that was two weeks ago so here i have been sitting no Money coming in to do anything. I am about to loose my car because i am behind making payments on a title loan($900 the payments are$170 a month) i got WHICH I WILL NEVER DO AGAIN. The couple of hundred Dollars i get per week just barely keeps a roof over my Head.I have filled out so many applications and have not received one Phone call. This is so frustrating, stressful and so very depressing.The Holidays coming up and i know there wont be no Christmas for me my grand children. I m about to give up on Life because i am just to old for this.Can my Life get any worse? well i sure hope not because it will destroy me that for sure
So I called my Job and asked what time i would come in the Manager told me i am not i said"oh i am off another Day" She told me no....then after beating around the Bush she told me that i was being let go for a reason that i just would not believe. I could not get ahold of the Owner at this time because he was out of town.I said oh no i can not believe this, here i am out of 2 jobs in one week.Never in my Life have i been unemployed ever. This is unbelievable. I guess it was time to go for the unemployment.It took 3 1/2 weeks for me to have a Hearing with the commissioner .Well that was two weeks ago so here i have been sitting no Money coming in to do anything. I am about to loose my car because i am behind making payments on a title loan($900 the payments are$170 a month) i got WHICH I WILL NEVER DO AGAIN. The couple of hundred Dollars i get per week just barely keeps a roof over my Head.I have filled out so many applications and have not received one Phone call. This is so frustrating, stressful and so very depressing.The Holidays coming up and i know there wont be no Christmas for me my grand children. I m about to give up on Life because i am just to old for this.Can my Life get any worse? well i sure hope not because it will destroy me that for sure
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